My First, to my pumpkin

I might not be next you now,
but my thoughts are
I don't even know how you are, or how you look like,(in the moment i'm writing this)
but I already love you with all my heart
You are my eternal love,
I might not hold you now,
but I'm and always be here for you even if far away
I know sometimes life can be difficult
and sometimes we don't understand life or how things happens
but we always have to be positive toward ourselves
I don't know when you will read this little poem
probably you will be very tall and smart already to understand
All I do, is for you

My life is yours, my love is yours,
we all need love
So remember, even if your are angry, sad or lost,
I am here, and I know how you fell,
I'd being there

Kisses my pumpkin...

No words

I text you
but I don't know what to say
I feel I have thousands words at the tip of my tong
but they don't go out
I text you
doing a lot of silly questions
just in a hope of hear silly answers
but I only read one or two words
I text you
because the silence is too noisy to hear
I hope to hear your voice at the first thing I can hear when I wake up
or the last thing I listen when I go to sleep
It is silly I know, but I catch myself looking at old pictures and videos
something squeeze my chest and I look at the full moon,
It is the same moon that is reflecting light to you,
I wonder if you look at it at the same moment as me
Your smiles blink in my thoughts,
your funny noises of happiness, soar in my head,
where are you?

Are you there? Are you still there? My Sun and Stars. . .

Believe

I have been walking through these years questioning
Is God real? And I always wanted to believe
but never had faith, never felt I was somehow being seen
Even though, my logical thought never had a reason to believe in God
I wanted to believe and never did

After only 24 hours with you, 
after see your eyes changing colors,
after smell your perfume,
after listen to your voice,
after feel your silk touch,
after vibrate with your heart beating,
after the light been showed by your smile,
after you warm my heart,
after your sweat mix with mine,
after breath your air,

after you brought me into life,

All my doubts starting disappearing 

There is no away it was only a mere case of chaos

Only a supreme force, could bring such a perfect present into my life

Call It God, call It unity with universe, call It with any name you possibly can find

I don't care, I'm thankful for you happen to me

The head which is looking back into time can't see what it is in front of it

The foot which is hold back in mistrust can't never going forward

We shall live from now on what we feel, because no words can express it